I need help in the biggest way. I feel so helpless

[timehealsall]

Thanks!

When I got home yesterday, he was making dinner... Kids were happy. He had text me pictures of the girls throughout the day at the park and stuff. He and I spoke on and off throughout the day.

After dinner, I bathed the kids and changed them and then watched some tv and we both put them to bed and then sat on the couch and talked for a while.

He was asking me about other conversations I/he had had with his mother. We chatted about it.. We noticed some things that didn't match up. We weren't argumentative at all.

He then went into the bedroom changed into gym clothes and went to the gym to meet up with his gymrat buddy who's training for a competition next month.. I said goodnight to him and he left.

I was looking for my phone charger and called him to ask where he had put it.. I then found it and ended the call while it was ringing. He phoned me back right away asking if everything was okay. I told him and that was that and he wished me a good night.

He was at my place early this morning. Looks beaten up. He is sleeping in his dad's basement (funny, it was our first apt. together and since then, it's taken a dungeon appearance and it's dark and gloomy and storage like). He said he was exhausted. Didn't sleep well because he is sleeping on a twin mattress on the floor. He came in my bedroom and just went right to the bed to lay down. Made me sad for him but it's better this way right now.

I finished getting ready. Kissed and hugged my babies and then wished everyone a great day and said goodbye.

Happy Tuesday!

I know I need this time as well.