A bit of a breakthrough it seems the last few days…last night, W gave me a “love you” card that read:
“I don’t think I can ever express well enough how much I love and appreciate you and all that you do for me. I do feel like I don’t deserve you sometimes, and know how lucky I am to have you as my partner. It feels like we are on the right track to being a happy couple again…I hope you feel the same way. You are the best! I love you.”
(This weekend was her back-to-back shows and she was almost overly appreciative in how I had helped her w/ that (helped her “stuff” 500 vendor bags Saturday night and load the car the night before, and had kids both days while she worked).
Early this morning, she was just out of the shower and I was on the way in and couldn’t help myself and “grabbed” her, which led to some (non-sexual but naked) fooling around (though she was a little uncomfortable and was worried the kids would be waking).
In talking a bit more this morning, seems she is ready to start to try to be physical again (but have told her I’m still a little anxious myself and that we need to take it slow to ease into things).
Will have to see where we go from here, but am a little giddy this morning over this turn of events…
