ant,
Originally Posted By: bright_new_day
Originally Posted By: antlers
Why do I still hurt? And why do I still wish that I could 'fix' things, and make the situation better for all of us?
Because you are human. Because you made a commitment and expected to see it through for your ENTIRE life, not just until you felt like walking away from it, or something that sounded better came along. Because you actually meant the vows you took.
^^^THIS^^^
And
Originally Posted By: antlers
I still text them to let them know that, despite all of this, I still care.
They'll be back.
Keep doing what you're doing; keep being who you are.
They'll be back.


Gardener

"My soul, be satisfied with flowers,
With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them
In the one garden you may call your own."
Cyrano deBergerac