Goodfight I hear everything you are saying my friend, it is a terrible situation to be in, I have to say I did feel the same as you at some point and to be quite honest that feeling lasting a loooong time, im talking years, I have been at this five years now it is only at this point that I think I have really and truly turned a corner and let ex go for good. there is no hope in my sitch now been far too long to expect any u turn out of ex. yes his parents are pushing your h to divorce you, and I would expect the worse because I am convinced that these mlcers dont know and dont care how much they hurt their wife/partner, it is as if you never existed, well with me it was, my ex walked out married the nearest oar is still with her, turned son and I out on the streets, yes he actually made us homeless, also ex didnt speak to his only child for over two years. it is all a boat load of crap that we dont deserve, is there any chance you could get something off your doctor to help you through this terrible time, i am only suggesting that because i had help from the doctor and it does ease some of the pain. remember you cannot and will not be able to sway your h's decision let him go and let him be, whats in the future is in the future, what will happen happens for a reason, take care now x
