Need a Plan for My Marriage

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I just took a little drive and screamed and cried a little because I just don't have the resources to fight for my kids. I am becoming so worried that I will not have the $5000 for my attornies to have the motions put in place to stop her from her sneaky games. I am so close to losing more. I need a job too.

I just do not know what to do to achieve those goals and why it is so hard for me.