She seems to be in high-speed this time, first TM from him 2 monthes ago, first call 5 weeks ago, now 600 TM in 15 days, 60+ phone calls in 15 days, and 3 lamea$$ excuse nights away from home, one 100% confirmed at OM place. Seems she wants to do it fast so EA/PA doesn't fade and die like last time. Or, because of last time she thinks it's some kinda destiny, IDFK. She's not even trying to hide the calls and TM, like she wants me to blow up so she has a reason to storm out(to him). . She is very confused, but when she is on the 'It's over' thought train, she really goes far, and tries to bait me into anything she can attack.
I'm trying to be patient, but she is doing things that make it look like I'm pushing her away, - putting words n my mouth, sleeping with D forcing her mind to reel and surely tempting her to ask questions that W can flow towards her end-goal, and 3 out of 6 nights last week not at home, it wasn't even like that when we had seperate apartments.
I'm going to do one day at a time and hope for the best, GAL, PMA, and act as if, but plan to make sure if I need to, I can institute an exposure that would have the best chance of killing EA/PA so if there is a chance at fixing things, we can. I frrl totally helpless with OM pulling the strings.
from my fortune cookie,,,,,,"Adversity is the test for strong men" Me -44 WAW - 43 D14 D8 EA/PA mid May,2010 WAW moved out- 07/01/10 WAW filed 07/01/10
. She is very confused, but when she is on the 'It's over' thought train, she really goes far, and tries to bait me into anything she can attack.