Quote: Manisha, I'm going to run all work type vents by you since you are in the real world and I can accept opinions from you that I would look askance at H over.
I have my "male girlfriends" standing by to give me input I can pass onto you!
I think you handled the park episode well.
The only I have a comment is that you mentioned to him that you were scared to open up and fall in love with him again. I think WAS are sometimes afraid that they screwed up too much to be able to come back. They are afraid that they have blown it. IMHO, voice your fears here - but until your M is on more solid ground - I would hold off on voicing your fears about the R to him. Although it is encouraging you guys were able to talk about moving forward slowly!
I know the whole push/pull thing is so hard to deal with and hurts! But seems like you are starting to recognize the patterns and play the game!
Hang in there! Your posts have a lot more positive things to say about your M that they did just a few short months ago!
