I had to get away from the computer, so I did some cleaning around the house. I did not contact him, and he is offline now.
Right now, my goal is just for him to contact me! Last time I talked with him was last week when he put the "smack-down" on my ass. It was brutal. I haven't contacted him since, but while I was away at bar review on both sat and Sun, he came over and rummaged through the house and took stuff.
I just want to be able to talk to him and have him respond in a civil manner - not like an a$$hole. I don't know what he has going on this Sunday that is preventing him from golfing with his buddies, but it must be a woman, because he would never in a million years pass up a game of golf. I just feel so devastated. Sure, I'm still pretty and still get a lot of attention, but right now, I don't even care - and I've lost a bunch of weight in these past two weeks and I'm down to 110 pounds, maybe even 108 right now. I'm usually 120. I don't feel like myself.
I guess everybody goes through this, huh? It sure sucks.
