What I would have given to have had a crystal ball merely three months ago when I could have headed this entire nightmare off. I came across some of the notes she used to leave me in the morning when she went to work just from Feb and March 2010 and it was a COMPLETELY different world. Makes your head spin thinking how quickly things can change in seemingly an instant.
Cant believe we've spent our last Xmas together , last Thanksgiving , last New Years , last Halloween Trick or Treating excursion, last joint daughters Bday celebration , last anniversary. Hell my Birthday was just a week and a half before this all happened and she gave me some really thoughtful gifts and her Bday is next week. Man the summer and the holidays this year are gonna SUCK !!!!!!!!!
