I thought about H and our situation, but I also had goals and plans of GAL with my children going through my head all day:-) MOST of the time I am optimistic that the kids and I will be just fine without H.
Today I went to my second counseling session; read a book ("How To Survive Your Spouse's Midlife Crisis"); joked and laughed with friends at work; worked out at the gym for an hour.
I am so happy to report I FINALLY found a place to rent and have paid the deposit! Now, when school is out for the summer, I have a place for the kids to come and LIVE with ME! We are all so excited because we will all be living together again (minus MLC H)! The only problem I am having with this is the fact that I will finally have to go back "home" and pack and figure out who gets what (furniture, sentimental items, pics...). I am so nervous about doing this because I worry my H will pick fights and give me a hard time when he sees me taking things out of the house. ::sigh:: I plan on trying to be fair, but I doubt he will be. How do I get through this part?
M: 34 WAH: 38 (in MLC) Together: 11 years Married since: November 2000 DS: 15 DS: 11 DS: 10 ILYBINILWY: Dec. 2009 Living separately since: April 2010
