No, I have never kept any kind of a journal and part of the reason for that is because with my H living here, I was afraid he would find it. I started to sort of keep one on my computer but never got too far. I haven't yet been able to bring myself to read my earlier posts - I cringe at the though.:)
Come to think of it, the little bit of journaling I did was almost a year ago so maybe I should look for it . . .
You are right, though, if I look back over months rather than just days or weeks, there is a lot of progress both in me and just the way things are with my H and progress he has made as well.
It really does me good to watch the way he is showing he loves the kids a lot now and spends time with them again and does "dad" things again. I need to keep focused on stuff like that.
