Oh and yes I AM concerned about my well being, journey as far as the vacation goes. At this moment when we spend time together I'm fine. I would be a little concerned w how I'd feel when we got back and still lived apart...but it's not like I want to/would even let him come home at this point. Just want to make it clear that I AM not just thinking of him. I got in trouble for that before on here smile

Thanks


M--14 years
T--20 years, HS sweethearts
dday #1--2002 EA
dday #2--2005 bar sl*t
dday #3/4--Feb 2010 texting/cell/physical/who knows what
Shortly after found out he had been injecting steroids for 2 years