I'm with Sage! Over the weekend, I'd say you jumped with both feet forward which kinda resulted in landing on your butt like a long distance jumper! What counts is where the feet landed! From this point, pick yourself back up on your feet and start focusing on your the next move.
He is still in the midst of wrestling with all his stuff, too. (Since when did DBing start sounding like an Olympic event?) But some backlashing is gonna occur. Don't react to it ... detach from it and validate.
Hang in there Jackie, its all still forward progress.