I'm hoping somebody SMART will link my previous threads to this one.
I am in a much better place.
Spent an evening raking up the grass clippings and honestly feeling: I can live in my power. In my life. I am creating my life. I am me.
I can't say that feeling of strength lasted forever, but I can try to trust that it will come back. And stay longer each time.
I can see that I am progressing in getting through the pain. I musn't forget to work on the internal emotional issues that brought me to this place, though, or all the pain is for naught.
Sort of exactly like PROMISING God you won't EVER drink that much tequila again as you are hugging the toilet bowl, but once the pain is over--back to the fun!
Right? So, everyone, please remind me that getting past the pain is one thing, but working on how/why/what I do, think, believe, act is the next necessary work.
Or you will all see me here again someday, right?
Now, LFA--over to your thread to see how your weekend GAL activities went! (though to be fair, you were moving, dealing with X and dogs, etc. OK--next weekend then!)