H called to ask me to go to his Graduation. Some through text, then he called. Said " I want you to be there" and when I replied that I cant be there as your friend, he replied "i want you to be there as my everything". Conversation went on a bit, and H said I never said i was 100% sure you and I could never work, so why cant we just take things as they are, focus on the baby and no pressure about us. Said he wants me in his life, and he is just trying to live day by day, doesnt like to look far in the future and wants to be there for me and the baby as a family. I also said how i was offended about the overflow seat, and H responded with i thought you would feel funny sitting with my parents and knew your mother would be in that section and just wanted you to be comfortable. When I mentioned the graduation to you, i never said that was the only ticket, i wanted you to be comfortable and you always told me you regret helping me get through shcool it was a huge mistake and i thought you didnt care to be there. Instead I was merely trying to mkae you comfortable, but when you said no, i felt that you didnt want to be there for me. So i didnt bring it up or ask about the main seating level. needless to say this ticket is for the main level.
the morning after we spoke, he followed up with a text reiterating the same thing. He also invited me to lunch after with his parents... small celebration.
I said yes. so tomorrow is the graduation followed by lunch. Oh Boy!
