Kon, Just curious - have you thought about contacting a DB coach? It might help you get some of the perspective you need. I have found that friends - though well meaning - often give unhelpful advice. Just a thought. I'm guessing that if you had a plan it would make you feel less lost and give you some perspective on your options.
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M - 46 H - 47 T - 20 yrs M - 19 yrs DS 7yrs DS 6yrs DD 4 yrs Bomb - 4/3/10 My Sitch
