Wow, sounds like the detachment thing is going on for you. Took a week for the date to register. Thinking "I'm glad she's not here". Seeing the difference between "aversion"=ignore and "neutral"=so what? What a great place to get to. If, unfortunately, you have to get to it. I'm betting that when you are making out WHEREever you won't think about X. (I didn't with Town Meeting Escort! ) Have a GREAT weekend!
Oh, wouldn't/won't that be nice some day! It was a great weekend, Will post later.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac