AC wants his life back. Not the old life, but the new life with a new attitude and perspective.
Morning AC, just wanted to stop by to say hello before you left for your trip. This sounds like an excellent mindset, I'm very happy for you that you continue to give a voice to this goal, despite how confused you've been feeling. I know it's a rollercoaster, AC, even in my own little sitch I find that. But that new attitude and perspective will help you even it out - spreading the high points out to gain perspective on and help you better manage the lows. Keep believing in yourself. You're worth it and more. Take care, PG.
I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.
