reconciliation after divorce?

[any chance?]

Leaving today. W is moving back into our house while I am gone. Seems as if she is set on her D game plan. It is quite apparent that she views it as the only way to move forward out of her depression and anxiety. Once she ends her marriage, she will have lots of other demons to wrestle with. I think this is the culmination of D thoughts she started to have last summer. Don't know how to stop this runaway train.

Maybe 3 weeks in the house solo will be good for her. Maybe filing for D in June will be a reality check. Maybe I am just screwed.

Doing my best with GAL. Going NC while I am gone. Let's see if she contacts me. I have my doubts. I am amazed that 19 years can come to this end.