You have done so well through all of this and you have grown so much.
That being said, I don’t need the answers to the questions I am about to as you although I am curious to hear them…
The answers are for you.
What if H is waking up…
What do you want to happen?
What if this is where he is stuck, being kind to you but nothing else, forever…
What do you want to do then?
What if H is NOT really waking up, and takes another dive back into the tunnel..
What will you do?
What if H is waking up but does not choose to return to the M…
What are YOU going to do TF?
What if the sky is blue and the grass is green but tomorrow you awake and everything is purple…
What are you gonna do?
I know these questions seem a little hard to know the answers to, but you are at a point where you have to know the answers to all of these.
To either continue this path or begin to make some changes. I know it is hard and painful to look at some if not all of these things, but if you don’t, you are going to remain right where you are, which for now is ok, but not somewhere you can stay for very long.
Take a step my friend, it’s time…
"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox
