How do I save my marriage to husband in MLC?

[RLay1100]

I always have a tough couple of days after my youngest two boys have to return back to their dad on Sundays. :-( They are both always upset and the youngest (a "mommy's boy") is inconsolable and begging me to let him stay with me. :-(

How is "freedom" and getting to date all these different women WORTH having your wife and children in so much pain? Why isn't the pain he has to see in us enough to snap him out of this? Maybe I really was just that bad of a wife that he HAD to get rid of me... I'm just feeling like DIRT right now... ::sigh::