Had another H dream the other night. We were making dinner together and being flirty. sigh.
H seems more "normal" around me lately. Less "haunted" looking (still see it sometimes, but not all the time).
I don't think that I am giving off pathetic vibes any more. Although my GAL is not 100%, I am having fun and doing good things for myself at times, especially when not deathly ill . People who haven't seen me in a while make a bit of a fuss about how great I look . I have reasons to smile and I'm mostly enjoying my time with and without the children.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
. People who haven't seen me in a while make a bit of a fuss about how great I look 
. I have reasons to smile and I'm mostly enjoying my time with and without the children.
