I absolutely understand--I'm going from day-to-day. Yesterday I was kinda hopeful, today I'm really sad & missing him. I have no idea what tomorrow will bring. The only I do know is that it's just part of the puzzle, and whatever it is, it's necessary to getting through this as a whole person.
I can wrap my brain around the how & whys of DBing the MLCer, and what the MLCer is going through. I can see it from an analytical standpoint & agree with the course of action needed to navigate these waters. My problem is often getting my head and my heart to do the right thing at the right time. One of them is very stubborn.
Hang in there, we get tomorrow to try again.
(((hugs)))
formerly known as "shelbel" Me 40, stbxh 40 DSs 9, 7 & 3 M9, T10 Stbxh is a diagnosed bipolar & an addict. The end.
