The pastor at our church (the second one, not the one I talked to last year) called because she found about our S. She asked me to come in and talk and she was great. It was just a big old chat session, but nice to talk to a live person who doesnt think i'm nuts for what I'm doing.
H emailed, wanted to know what the Pastor said. He came over for lunch, and I relayed some of the stuff, some of the questions she had about him, but he refused to give any real answers, just said that he is trying to figure out what this is about. Nothing and everything, that so does describe it cupcake.
We started kissing, but though H was interested, he couldn't let it go any further, didn't feel it was right. I let it go. He then has to press and press about things until I get upset. It is like he can't let it go, if I'm being pleasant, he has to press and find out if I'm upset at him. I feel this is a no-brainer, of course I am, but I'm trying to make the best of it.
The dynamics with his stupid family are really getting me down, and I'm not fully understanding it. One of the things that came up at MC was I push too much for family time, they live 2 hours away (ILs and BIL&SIL) I wanted kids to get to know their few relatives and if there was a function we would attend. Well, it came out that H would only want to see relatives once or twice a year. Now, he is picking up the kids Thursday directly after school to drive down to a craft fair by SIL. This is the craft fair that he groaned about every year and now he is taking off work to go? I, though, didn't get an invitation. Is he just wanting to make a good impression? Finding out that family matters? And why do I care so much? Why do I care if people I don't particularly like don't like me? I guess I'm as whacked as H!
