reconciliation after divorce?

[any chance?]

Sad today. Leaving tomorrow for 3 weeks, and will be NC with W.

Yesterday she asked me to run errands with her, and gave me a book on D when she arrived. Told me later that day there was no joy in her life. Texts me to go to a party, meets me there, and essentially ignores me. The mixed signals are killing me, but perhaps I am looking too hard for positive signs.

I think I just have to let her go through with the D. It is her primary focus. Not even sure if I know what I am fighting for anymore.