Howdy amd and kat! Health? the problems I had are in the past, now I just deal with other side effects. It's the part of aging that sucks.
The other evening as I was walking up the hill to do chores I had one of those moments of peace - I love my life and it feels good.
Then reality sinks in and I get overwhelmed by all there is to do. I hate the financial mess and wonder what if anything I can or should do while H won't relate details.
We do more things as partners and it feels good, but I still miss the physical touching that has not returned. There is still plenty of walls between us that need to come down.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.