I am deeply ashamed to admit this, but where my mind was at the time was just a month or so post bomb. I had my D tell her dad to return the book. He was holding it at the ow's house for her. I believe my D knew after thinking about it what it may do to me so she had told me what they'd done. He had also shopped for ow at the same time he shopped for me. I told him to return all the stuff he'd bought for me from the girls as I didn't want anything from him.
I was still in shock and raw from all of it and H couldn't understand why I felt the way I did.
