he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

i agree with you puppy. its no no no good. not at all.

boyfriend aside. im definitely not using him. if anything, its because im upset with boyfriend, if he is even boyfriend right now. he put me on hold and im angry because i was already put on hold once, different situations but feels the same. i know i would not entertain h if things with boyfriend were normal. i know right now i can do what i want while boyfriend put me on hold and he can do what he wants, things arent normal between us and wont be until he deals with all of his stress.

but either way i need to stop talking to h like this