I cringed when I read about your flirtations...doodles please be suspicious- reread my last post.
Also, do you really want your boyfriend to experience the pain of betrayal? You say you'd chose your boyfriend over your H in a heartbeat so why sabatoge your relationship with him? And did the 2 of you agree you could date others while your relationship is on hold?
Sorry for the 2x4s.
me,34 exH,34 S,16 months S:3/31/09-left for OW started DBing 10/09 d final: sometime 10/10 current: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1 met in 2004