You are sounding much more determined and moving now, making some plans for Jackie. Good for you!
The anger is hard to deal with, I think it slowly works through you, mine is much better now. Occassionally I still find it there but not like it was in the beginning.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{Jackie}}}}}}}}}}}}
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"