I just can't take it anymore

[james217]

James. It's time to grow up and take responsibility for your own life, actions and happiness. Harsh, but true. Only you can change this, and the only way to do that is to put in the effort. All the answers have been put on here SO many times.

If you honestly think I have not tried to put in the effort to resolve this stuff then you haven't really read my thread.

I wish you could trade places with me for like maybe a week then switch back into your own life just so you can give a testimonial and say "damn james how do you even roll out of bed everyday?"

my life is shyt and I don't see it changing either. The only thing the state wants me to do is go to stop fuccing anger management class instead of making sure my surgery gets done or they find out what's wrong with my brain. Or I get diabetes meds you shyt that is a real issue?

but that's great. Sitting around on some couch "talking about my feelings and why I'm angry" is going to solve my problems instead of getting healthy so I can go back to work.

LOL