Need a Plan for My Marriage

[LSG]

DLS,

I seriously do not believe I would ever take her back. I have moved on so much since she filed for divorce. I cannot believe it myself. My biggest worry is if I even considered for moment we had a chance would she do it again. If she did, would she not make the mistakes she did this time by leaving so much evidence. Would she set up her life to take the kids away with me not having a chance of winning custody. I do not like the chances that I will lose so much more than I may now. Which could be everything. I want my kids as much as possible, and I have a good chance of possibly gaining custody. I need to think about that now. I do not have any respect for her at all. I have nothing but contempt and disgust for her. It would take an awful lot to gain that back from her if that is possible.

I just don't like her at all!!!

I need to focus on getting the money to hire my attorney soon to put an end to the games that she is playing with the divorce. The attornies say she is being evil in her paperwork to me. She is also playing games with dates and disclosure of information. I need an attorney that will take no BS. I told the attornies I need them to be real nasty and fight for everything they can get for me and my kids. I will go for everything I can because I deserve it, and she deserves to feel the pain and hurt she has made me and the kids go through.

I hate when I feel any emotions over her because she is not worth my love anymore!!! She destroyed a family, and she has no conscience and remorse for what she has done and is doing.