Oh, and before the talk with SIL, she showed me pictures of yesterday's graduation. I saw WH and I felt nothing. Seriously. He was just like some guy I didn't know. And he looked a bit pudgy to me. Probably all the drinking and how he is probably not working out as much. (And how he's eating out all the time because he is SO COOL let me tell ya. Running away from everything and living a rebellious teenage life is so cool.)
He would be SO lucky if I ever took him back.
Before I saw the pictures I was feeling a tad sad because we were eating out in a restaurant that WH and I had been in probably 7 months ago. It was a decent day we had had, and it was sad to be in the same place again-- a romantic restaurant-- and realize that I was so far from it.
But that's not missing WH. That's missing a partner. And he is NOT my partner right now!
