Hugs to you. You belong here. H will get out on his own and when the newness wears off and he has time to clear his head, he will realize you are not the root of his problems. Make yourself that chica he fell in love with - thats what I am trying to do....we can do this together...
I am gonna paint my house for starters, and continue with the flylady stuff. I plan on a 27 boogie tonight....
Don't worry about the boys...at least H will take them and give you some time to yourself. You need it!