What do I do? How do I handle this? I am going out of my mind and don't know what to do.
What you are experiencing is totally normal. Yep, it's normal to feel crazy sometimes. The good news is it gets better.
In a later post you ask about NC. NC is more about you healing than anything else (that and pursuing behavior has the opposite consequence of what you are trying to acheive: it just drives people further away if they have already comitted to leaving).
You'll hear the terms NC and GAL mentioned here a lot, but they are about making yourself well again so that you can stop obsessing so much and trying to fix things (which again is totally normal behavior).
The pain and desperation you are feeling right now show up on a brain scan like actual physical pain coupled with obsessive compulsive disorder. I don't know. Maybe it's nature's way of making us want healthier relationships?
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