It has been a very difficult week. I am glad it is almost over for this week.
I do not believe I would ever take her back at this point. I do not think I could ever trust her again. She is not a person I want to be with. She has other guys asking her out. She has left herself open to date while still married even if she has filed for divorce. She was suppose to be committed to me and our marriage for life. I think divorce is not dealing with problems and issues in the marriage. It seems to be an easy way to not deal problems. I just do not want to be in a marriage with someone that has so little regard for me.
My kids are my priority. I think if we stayed together would she be doing it to put herself in a better position to gain custody of the kids because I think she does not have a very good case at the moment.
I am going to have to find my strength to move forward. I do not want to go through this again. I would wonder if it she would do this to me again. I just don't trust her!
