D - DAY HAS ARRIVED

[lea74]

So feeling a lot of guilt today that maybe I could have done things differently.

When H moved out, he still came to our house whenever he wanted and we still did family and I am ashamed to say that we were still together in a physcial way. I tried really hard to put on a good front and to lots of family stuff and be open -minded sexually which was a 180 for me.

I know think perhaps I shouldnt have let him have his foot in both camps and just gone dark as soon as left. I guess I was trying to put my best foot forward and show him what he would be missing. I guess I never let him actually miss it as soon as I started to back off he turned even (i think at that point physically) to the OW.