Yesterday, I ended up having to talk to my husband on the phone, and I let DB'ing techniques fall by the wayside. I called him because he was texting me about picking up the boys and I was in the middle of work and couldn't keep standing there trying to type to him. I felt like I would be able to handle talking to my H, but... ::sigh::
These days following a talk with my MLC H I am sad because of how different he is. I am mourning my "real husband's" death. He is gone. :*( I feel like there is no hope at all for us to reconcile and be happy again. I've been thinking that I should just give up, which makes me feel guilty that I would do that to my husband when he is in crisis.
M: 34 WAH: 38 (in MLC) Together: 11 years Married since: November 2000 DS: 15 DS: 11 DS: 10 ILYBINILWY: Dec. 2009 Living separately since: April 2010
