Ericsant2, TF, and CW - Thank you. Yes, I was feeling much better yesterday than I did earlier in the week. I actually have plans to attend a ballet recital a girlfriend's 2-year old daughter today. I can't wait. She is sooo cute.
Faith is personal, I know and understand that. My questioning of God's purpose has been a quest for information and maybe to a great extent the ability understand so that I can control what happens in MY life.
We all say that we are going to get through this nightmare of MLC and broken marriages, but I am not so sure. Maybe that is where I am in my sitch - being unsure. However, I have been seeking God's help, without any clear discernment.
I believe God did not want my marriage to survive, so it did not. However, I read somewhere that it could be that spouse (or both) "hardened their hearts" towards God. But we are all bound to HIS will. His will is what still eludes me. But as everyone here on these boards have said, "God works on our behalf, we may not see it, but He is doing it, and YOU must believe it will be done in HIS time, not yours!".
That is the hard part. Waiting. Have a good day all. (((HUGS)))
OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty Me 44 H 51 T 15 yrs M 9+ yrs No Kids "You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."
