Hope.

[Shelby]

Okay so now that you have an idea of my situation...I really messed up today and could use some feedback.

When I got the mail today, it looked like all junk mail( he has always told me it is okay to open his mail) so 1 enevelope looked like it had one of those fake checks in it so I opened it( Never again will I ever open his mail) Inside are tickets to a concert, that I mentioned I would like to see a couple of weeks ago. So I felt horrible that I ruined his surprise to me and that I ruined the surprise for myself.

I didn't know what to do so I came clean and appologized ( I was originally hoping I could cover up the fact that I opened it) . He didn't say much but I could tell he was dissapointed i ruined it.

So He still hasn't said if he is willing to work on the marraige Yet he is buying us tickets to a concert.

And Of course I have had the terrible thought of what if the tickets werent meant for me but now that I found them I know.