Quote: I DO remember walking around in a state of psychic shock. When I looked in the mirror, I saw the haunted look of horror you see in people who are survivors of a natural disaster or airplane crash or something like that.
I try to remember that I am still in the process of healing from one of the most difficult and painful things I have ever experienced (and I have by no means had an easy life!)
Powerful stuff! I hear you, and I went through it too. I looked in the mirror and wondered who that person was staring back at me! I saw a thinner woman who looked uncertain and scared to death!
Quote: Knew something was wrong, snooped, confronted, and all hell broke loose! It was definately the turning point for us as well, and I'm sure that having to face us was probably the hardest thing he ever had to do (except for having to face himself!)
That was exactly what happened to me! I knew foralmost a year something was wrong and things were getting a whole lot worse, so I snooped and wish I hadn't. But at least I knew I wsn't nuts! All heck broke loose and my world fell apart! It will soon be 1 year since the bomb dropped, getting a little uptight about that!