feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

Hi guys,

I just signed my first legal doc of many to come. The temporary orders for support are drawn up for 30 days. I hate the numbers. I wonder if I'll even have money left over for the market after paying the bills.

My soon to be X is really being disgusting. I can't believe how he has abandoned me after all these years. I guess I'm not shocked but it sure is sad

I'm searching way down deep for patience. God help me.

Luv