Well, after some positive signs lately it was really hard to stay backed off today. Had a rough day at work, and fought myself all day to not just say "hello" to her on instant messenger.
Its really hard, because her and I both have jobs where we just sit at desks all day, and we both are on IM, and I see her screename sitting there and have to fight to not talk to her.
But, I didn't.
And at the end of the workday I got message from her just wanting to let me know that the wine store across the street from my apt. sells beer now.
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Cool. Thanks?
I'm gonna try to make some fancy meatballs tonight. I'm a terrible cook. Wish me luck.
Also I just noticed while typing that my finger is bleeding!
