D - DAY HAS ARRIVED

[lea74]

So I received my final D decree on wednesday. I thought I would be okay with it - but I totally fell apart.

I had asked my H (I suppose I should say XH but not ready for that yet) when he had applied for it and he responded why did I need to know. Well, I wanted to prepare myself for it so that I wouldnt fall to bits when it came.

The sad thing is that he had actually applied for it by then so could have just told me.

So now what do I do. My H still tries to be in contact with me to negotiate and be friendly.

He has no also admittedthe his friend is more than that and actaully they have been having an affair.