Holding-How are you coping? I'm not dong so hot. I need to know how NOT to gauge my very being on how my H is treating me! I'm freaked out thinking he is pulling away from me. It's just a feeling and some of his actions seem to be him withdrawing. NO eamils, and when I called him he seemed preoccupied, ya know all the stuff that makes us think they are going in the other direction once again. I can't stand being at work and feeling this way. I'll see him tonight and will try to get a better feel for if this is just me projecting or if he really is distancing. GRRRRRRR, I hate this! Rachael
