Looking for help with WAW

[mza8]

Ughhh!!! I still haven't sent this stupid email reply to W. I just can't do it and I don't know why? A simple, meaningless email and I still haven't sent it. This is ridiculous, I know.

I keep thinking how she took the money from our joint account months ago (she still has not offered to put it back or allow me access to the new account), she was dishonest that she already renewed her gym membership, she has done nothing to help with the house, she has made zero effort to discuss the M during these 7 months, etc. I feel like why should I bother to give her the courtesy of a reply to her email when she has done nothing but continue to be self indulgent?

I have the email written. It's short and to the point. Nothing more. I just can't hit the damn send button. To know that by sending it to her today it will give her the contact she was aking for and she will go and have herself a wonderful weekend. Meanwhile I'm still left behind to think about this sitch this weekend...again. God knows I'm not trying to be petty. I feel like if I don't email her back then she will think I'm upset and purposely not emailing her. I don't feel upset, instead I just feel like she's done so much negative stuff and little to no positive stuff, what difference does it make?

I know I should email back to keep things "friendly". Maybe she'll email back and add to the conversation. Maybe, maybe, maybe. God forbid that two adults (after being separated for 7 months) could at least get together to talk.

Sorry for the rant...just needed to vent. I'm sure I'll email her at some point today.