Maybe I can become a stay at home mom and see my H more and enjoy life more. Maybe I need to risk and do someting else.
That right there was my ultimate dream. K, if you can do it, DO IT! If your job isn't fulfilling anymore and you can afford to live without the income then, by all means, DO IT! Staying with your kids and having more time to spend as a family is something you could never regret doing.
I understand your feelings of being torn, not wanting to trust, not being convinced of your own feelings. I'm going through the same thing but with no reassurance. Be strong, but above all else, be YOU.
