btw, it's not really codependency. the new word of the day is "enmeshment".
i called the crisis counsellor again last night. i did not eat. i reviewed the financial statements. i see a lot of padding in the financial statements. padding to work in his favor. i called my friend and talked until 3 am. i woke up at 5:33 am. texted my sister to see if my mom was available to talk. i called the crisis line again. i need to see a doctor. my anxiety is getting out of hand. my mother is recommending that i go home this weekend. i don't even know if i'm able to drive.
