Tal...hugs.. the impending holidays seem to have everyone a bit shook up. I have decided to shake my blues and push forward working on what I can work on...which means me and my attitude. I was feeling a bit like things are just ok...boring, unromantic, mundane, etc. etc. Instead of being grateful for the fact that things are 100% better than they were, I was focusing on how they are still not the way I want them to be. H still watches too many sports programs, sex life is fine...just fine...H still monopolizes television, no real romance ...and I want passion! So? What to do? I can only change me. I will try my best to shake things up a bit..... My point? When I start feeling whiney and needy...and this is just me, Tal, I need to recenter myself. I need to focus on me and figure out what I can do about the situation. What do I need to do for me to feel happy?
I just went and got my hair highlighted and trimmed....makes me feel sexier...happier. So, there's my start. May go get nails done, too....haven't done that in a long time and it's the holiday season, so what the heck....if I look good, I feel better...and so, now, on to romance...what little things can I do to be more romantic? You see, instead of waiting for him to do it....I'm gonna do it!
