Newmama, I really appreciate your post to me today. It’s weird, sometimes what God wants me to do is so clear and other times it’s just NOT and those are the times when I really feel like I just need to be told what to do because I’m indecisive.
I think what you said has a lot of validity to my situation right now and I will really pray over this and see where it leads me. I agree, right now I think it’s not time to change anything, but I have really been having this nagging thought that it’s time to start PLANNING more stuff. Getting ready. One was more vacations. I love to travel and H really benefitted from my love of travel, but we’ve stopped since the kids came to live with us. I have an opportunity to go to Germany with my mom soon. I may have enough frequent flyer miles to go and my stepdad is working there so my room would be free. (he stays in an apartment his company owns.) All I would have to do is pay for food. So, things like this I think will really help my PMA plus it would drive H nuts because he would want to go… he’d remember what he was giving up by not being with me. Now, that’s not my reason for going, but it’s a thought in my head for sure.
Anyway, I’m pretty new to the listening to God thing… believe it or not. I’ve prayed my whole life but being still and hearing him is new to me and not coming naturally. Thanks again!
